I want to speak, but I have nothing to talk.
I want to cry, but I found no reason to it.
I want to scream, but my voice stuck at my throat.
Everything just don't seem right.
Every single thing look shabby.
To live but have no aim.
To work but have no motivation.
To die but have no guts.
I don't know for how long it will continue like this.
Everyday is a struggle.
Sometimes I nailed it.
But sometimes I just drown to deeper hole.
To crawl to the light,
it is not as easy as people said.
It is an effort.
Lot of effort.
If you succeed,
people will say you are doing good.
If you fail,
they will blame you for not trying hard.
Damn all the people.
Have they ever been in my shoes?
For now I admit it.
I....
Lost...
